2 as 1

           How often i see this phrase in couples' wedding invites, the day where 2 become 1.

Now is that even possible. Human are born as the more intelligent animal on earth.

The irony part is that human often outsmart themselves and hence they are also the most complex animal on earth.

 

  Are you wondering why I am typing the above? There are thousands of questions that flows across my mind every seconds so many unanswered question that I dont even know if i am fast enough to type em all out.. But so what if i do?

   How is it possible that 2 individuals who spend at least 20 years of their lives separate from one another only to find themselve become 1 on a particular day. Is that even possible.. can 20 years of thinking merge into 1 over night? No wonder there a saying that the greatest undefeatable enemy is LOVE....

Private world once owned now lost

After marriage, a sense of lost.
Lost of own private moment and not sure how to spend the time.
Aimlessly wonder and highly not ready for the next phrase in life.

Stage: Getting adjust.
Mood: Moody And Lost

World of Grey!

Today I am feeling rather confused... Somehow I chance upon an old fren blog online.. I know like me, she isn't happy with her job.. There is something she very clear about deep down defining when will she feel happiness in a job. Many local faced the same issue .. survival or jobs that give you motivation to greet each day with greater and positive feel... However today once again i know her.. She is now a happy mother to be... Life at work isn't fantastic however she has a handsome caring hubby and a bb waiting to enter this world. Life for her is simple and happy .. Looking at her i wonder how easy happiness can sometime be..
On the other hand I am watching "healing Hands III" This drama has an amazing ways of attracting me.. It clearly depict that people can still be smiling on the outside while at the same time feeling great turmoils inside. IT show that every adult has their own sad story yet no matter how sad one is , the world still spinning around. No matter how sad I am the world or people around me still goes on..
As I was typing there is this phrase on the TV "Everyone has the rights to choose the lifestyle that they wants to live" Sometimes I can't help feel that people who say this are those who has the affluent capacity to do so.. often these people are oblivious to the suffering around the world. I can't help feeling that they are shallow.